|Posted - Aug 7 2018 : 11:54AM|
I want to get opinions on the plot of my film idea story from people here. It is written in first person.
PART 1. .
I am a 41 year old woman. My husband and I have been married for 13 years and have a 12 year old daughter! Last year I cheated. I met this guy who is four years younger than me. It was an ten month affair from January 2017 until November 2017, and my husband and I were already talking about divorce, but he didnít know I was having an affair.
I realized one day that I wanted to stay with my husband and that I did love him more than anything. I told the other guy that it was over.I told him that my family is too precious to lose and that I canít sleep with him anymore. This guy, my affair partner, moved to another state in December 2017. I am 5 ft 10 tall heterosexual curvy hourglass shaped attractive brunette. I have very large breasts and I do have a big butt. I donít intend to dress in any particular Ďwayí for anyone. I just wear what I like. I donít Ďaskí for anything. I wear clothes that fit me properly. Most of my outfit are satin pant and skirt suits satin coats and satin and silk blouses. I am always on high heels and full make up on. If you are curvy, tall and busty, many clothes tend to look sexier on you than on a thin person. So things that fit properly that are relatively conservative can be suddenly too revealing and sexy when you put it on. This happens to me a lot. I wear almost always my satin and silk blouses fully buttoned to the top combined with a satin skirt or satin pants. I donít wear anything vulgar but because of my body type anything i wear looks tight on me. Being tall and curvy draws attention on its own. This can be both positive and negative. I tower over plenty of men and women. I was sexualised from a very early age, and shamed for the way my body looks Ė something I have no control over. I canít help how wide my hips grow or how big my breasts get.
My mother used to shame me for the way my body looked. If I wanted to wear a skirt or dress, she always discouraged it, she always thought my skirt was Ďtoo shortí or Ďtoo tightí, or there was something wrong with my dress-sense. Thereís always guys flirting or asking me for my number. When I go out in public guys start talking to me and subtly try to ask me out. I mention I have a husband but some of them wont go away. I have trouble being mean so i cant get them to leave me alone.
A week ago on my way home from work i stopped at the super market. This woman my affair partnerís cousin was there on the parking lot. She is short like 5 ft 3 skinny ugly freckled face creepy green eyes thin lips red haired masculine woman in her early 50s. She walked up to me and said that she has a video of me having sex with my lover(her cousin). She said that she would expose me. I asked how she would do this and she told me that when we (me and my affair partner) last had sex, he filmed it. She said that sheíll keep it our secret if I let her have sex with me when she wants. This woman is really short. She was standing in front of me her head was exactly the level of my breasts. What does she do next?????????? SHE STARTS FEELING MY BREASTS WITH BOTH HANDS!!!!!!!! Omfg!! Feeling MY boobs right there in the middle of parking lot. Yep Iím getting felt up by this short skinny ugly old woman while i am standing there.
She said ďWow! Your breasts are massive! You are blessed with big boobs. You are so tall, big and soft. You stupid, stuck up, overdressed cow!Ē She commented on how soft they feel. She was manhandling my breasts and i was totally in shock and speechless. I just stood there like frozen not saying a word while she was squeezing and feeling up my breasts. I was embarrassed from anyone walking past and seeing it. I didnít say anything or tell her to stop. As i was walking to the supermarket entrance she was walking behind me with her both hands rubbing my ass threatening me that she is going to post the video online and that she will tell my husband everything about my affair. I tried to walk fast but i was on 5inch high heels. Then she left. Since then this hideous short skinny old pervert woman texted me every day. Non stop. She demanded me to do stuff on my webcam. She wanted me to strip and show myself on cam. I ignored her text messages.
Yesterday as i was leaving work she was waiting on the parking lot. She walked up to me and gave me a side hug. Then she started rubbing and squeezing my breasts with her right hand and rubbing and slapping my ass with her left hand. I was standing still, stiff as a board not saying a word. She was all over me, groping me, pressing onto me, slapping my butt. My colleagues were passing by and they were totally weirded out. This awful woman said ďWow you are so tall, big and soft. Your boobs are so massive, soft and squishy. Youíre mineÖ your body is my property and i own you. Youíre stuck with me. You stupid stuck up cow!Ē She demanded me to go over to her house. I refused and pushed her. She threatened me that she is going to to put the video of me having sex with my lover (her cousin) on the internet and send the video to my husband, my parents, my friends unless i let her have sex with me when she wants. She said that she is going to publicly feel my boobs and grab my ass when ever she feels like it! She hugged me from behind and cupped my breasts with her both hands and proceed to hump me. She said in a really pervy, disgusting way as if I am not there, as if she is appreciating a piece of artwork in a gallery ĎYour breasts are so massive and roundÖ..wowÖ Oh my god how sexy. What do you expect? You are so tall with your huge boobs your big round firm ass your flashy clothes. Youíre so sexy!Ē That lasted for like 10 minutes. Instead of outrage, i felt a strange, paralyzing shame. I was just standing there stiff as a board. I didnít even told her to stop humping me, groping me, rubbing me. Then she left.
I am physically stronger than this hideous pervert weirdo woman. I am 5ft10 tall well built well endowed and curvy.She is like 5ft3 tall skinny. I am always on high heels she is always in sneakers. Standing next to me she looks like a midget. But I canít just punch her in the face. I am physically stronger than her, she is short and skinny, but i have never been in a fight my whole life. I am afraid of any kind of physical altercation.
I am 100% straight.Iíve never had any desire to do anything sexual with a female. In all honest just thinking about possibly kissing a female makes me cringe. If that video gets out, not only would I lose my home,my husband and my daughter, my reputation and that of my family would be destroyed. Please I need urgent advice. I am born here in this town and have been living here my whole live. My parents are well known and respected members in this community. This pervert awful woman moved here in my town a year ago.
What can I do? I am 100% straight. I have no desire to do anything sexual with a woman. This woman is repulsive to me. I feel so harassed, scared, confused.I canít tell anyone reallyÖI feel trapped.I keep trying to tell myself I can handle this but really I donít know.Iím really ashamed.This is all so confusing. I DO NOT want to have sex with this ugly creepy woman, but I feel like I donít have a choice. PLEASE HELP!! .
I canít go to the police. This woman threatens to send videos to my husband,my parents,my friends and my colleagues. I really feel like i cant tell anyone about this situation. From what this repulsive pervert weirdo woman has told me so far I donít think she is bluffing. No, I certainly do not want to have sex with this short skinny hideous pervert woman. I know it will cause a spiral. Also i am a 41year old 100% straight woman. Iíve never found a woman attractive the same way I have found a guy; Iíve never fancied a woman, only guys. Lesbian porn does not arouse me, lesbian thoughts do not and have never aroused me, I have only had sexual relationships with men. Iím scared that if I mention the police, she will just upload online whatever it is she has. I just donít want something like that out there for everyone to see. I canít report this awful woman to the police because i donít want my husband to find out about my affair. Also my parents would be extremely disappointed and disgusted that this has all happened. I feel stuck. Iím scared because I donít want to have sex with her, but I donít want my family finding out about my affair either. .
I am completely out of options.I have nothing but negative thoughts flowing through my mind. I am very stressed right now. Iím feeling really weak. I am absolutely and completely powerless. I just feel extremely guilty, and a pathetic excuse of a person. I just feel lost scared and mostly just disappointed in myself. It seems pointless but I donít know how to not feel so powerless and hopeless about this situation with this awful pervert woman. She texts every two hours or so and leaves me missed calls regularly too and keeps threatening to come and visit me.
This woman wants to have sex with me. I am desperate not to lose my husband or our marriage. I think he would leave me. I am afraid if I tell him now about my affair that he will not love me anymore or be incredibly angry and look at me totally different. Also i donít want to disappoint my parents. They have done and still do everything for me. I feel like that for all theyíve given and done for me, the least I could do is to make them proud and ease their worries regarding my well-being. They are quite status focused. I donít have any brothers or sisters.Iím an ďonly childĒ.
My ex lover affair partner literally disappeared since he moved in another state in December 2017. He has changed his phone number. He has changed his email and deleted his Facebook account. I have no way of talking to him. .
I donít want to move because of this pervert woman. I am born here in this town and have been living here my whole live. This pervert awful woman moved here in my town a year ago. Iím just scared.
Never thought Iíd be in this situation. While things havenít been perfect with my husband, I still love him and donít want to hurt him. He has been verbally abusive to me at times, and Iíve almost left him a couple times. Things have been ok lately though. But, Iím scared to tell him about my affair. All communication with the other man my affair partner has stopped. I broke up with him in November 2017. I told him that my family is too precious to lose and that I canít sleep with him anymore. He asked me if we could talk. He said we could be together if thatís what I wanted, but I realized how bad of an idea that was. I sat down next to him but all he could do was cry. He just continued to cry and try to hug me. He was devastated. A month later he moved to another state.
What the hell do i do!? Right now i feel like CRAP! And i donít know what to do. This pervert hideous woman is seriously trying to blackmail me. She threatens that she will send everyone the video and post it online. I can not give into blackmail as I am not going to reduce myself to some sex slave. However I was up all night I couldnít sleep because Iím nervous and scared thinking of all the reactions of my husband, my parents,my friends,my colleagues seeing me have sex with this man who I am not married to. This is incredibly embarrassing and stressful. I donít know what to do and i donít know who to talk to. What is wrong with people these days. .
Yesterday on my way home from work i stopped at the super market. This creepy repulsive short skinny extortionist woman came up behind me and full on grabbed my butt with both hands in the middle of the supermarket. Iíve almost punched her. She grabbed hold of my arm and dragged me to the restroom. In the restroom she reached with her both hands and gave my breasts what I can only describe as a jiggle-squish. I removed her hands to the point of literally ďfightingĒ my hands away with her hands. She got extremely upset and yelled at me. She said that things could get worse for me, and she will show everyone everything.
This awful woman pulled her phone out and showed me this video of my lover and me having sex on the sofa at his house. She said that he(my lover,her cousin) recorded us having sex. My affair partner filmed me having sex with him without my knowledge. He secretly filmed us having sex. She said that she found USB flash drive while she was cleaning her cousinís house a month ago. Then she pushed me into the stall. She closed the door and she started rubbing my ass with her left hand and with her right hand rubbing my whole front side concentrating on my breasts while i was standing stiff as a board not saying a word. Than she hugged me around my waist from the front and then proceed to hump me while she was pressing her face on my breasts and rubbing my butt with her hands.My back banged into bathroom stall wall. She said that it is a big turn on for her that she is half my size but she can do whatever she wants to me. This pervert woman said that she just canít get enough of me. I didnít try to stop her, thinking it will be over soon. I was like frozen to the ground and paralyzed.Suddenly, i was unable to speak coherently.I was going ďummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmĒ Ē errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrrrrĒ for ages and ages. I didnít say anything or tell her to stop.I couldnít talk normal.I couldnít get words out of my mouth.I was like totally paralyzed while she was humping me,rubbing on me and groping me.Mouth was open but no words came out of it. That lasted for like 10 minutes.
ďOh my God, are theyÖ?Ē I heard voices from outside the stall. I pushed her off and she grabbed my breasts saying she wasnít finished. I still managed to get away from her and open the stall door. I walked from the stall, past the staring eyes of two other women in the restroom. This pervert awful woman was walking beside me with her right hand resting on my ass. She said ďYouíre going home with me.Ē I pushed her and ran for the restroom door and out into the supermarket. She left the supermarket.
It was probably the most humiliating experience of my life. I just felt so powerless.Iím so terriby deeply humiliated by her. I was totally paralyzed and numb while she was humping me and groping me.I was just standing there kind of awkwardly.I was like frozen, detached and numb while she was groping me,rubbing me and humping me.Afterwards when i got home I started breathing hard, my legs got weak, and my heart started to race really fast.I have never felt such shame or degradation like this in my life.I am so consumed with guilt. Standing next to me this ugly ginger extortionist woman looks like a midget. I just feel like such a failure. I feel like I am trapped in this situation and I donít know how to change it. I just feel hopeless. I feel like a failure. Should I feel ashamed of myself? Iíve never been in a fight. I was sucker punched one time in high school by a friend who incorrectly assumed I was talking crap about her but I was with a group of girl friends and chose not to fight back so I told her ďletís handle it after schoolĒ but we were both pulled in to the office shortly afterwards and she was suspended. Nothing happened to me. .
I am so sick of feeling like shit. I just want to cry. I just need to vent, this has been eating at me. I feel like a failure. Iím just constantly so stressed, I canít sleep at night, I hardly eat and Iím just driving myself crazy. I just feel extremely guilty, and a pathetic excuse of a person. I just feel lost scared and mostly just disappointed in myself. I have much blame to bear. Ií m afraid, so afraid. Ií m so ashamed of myself. My actions have placed me in quite a terrible position.
This awful short skinny extortionist woman keeps threatening me.This pervert hideous woman is seriously trying to blackmail me. She threatens that she will send everyone the video and post it online. Over the past month she is publicly groping me at every encounter.I mean touching, squeezing, rubbing, and patting my breasts and sllaping and rubbing my ass. This hideous woman is on me every chance she gets. She is feeling up and squeezing my breasts on every occasion and commenting that they are squishy and big and soft.She keeps touching my breasts any time her hand is near them. She is CONSTANTLY slapping my butt in public!She is always slapping or rubbing my ass.One time in the diner she slapped and rubbed my butt so much that people were staring.This repulsive pervert woman doesnít just touch me or grope me , but she always seem to be out to embarrass me somehow.She likes humiliating me in front of people for laughs. Also i think she is always grabbing,slapping and rubbing my ass to show dominance over me.It is so annoying.She also will kind ofÖhold me from behind with her hands on my breasts very tightly in a way that I canít move, even when Iím trying to get away from her. Every other day she waits for me on my office parking lot.
Since this extortionist woman is so openly groping me,rubbing me, humping me in a joking/playful way in public, people probably think that i am okay with that. I know other women my coworkers probably laugh at me behind my back because of this situation with this woman groper. One woman my coworker said to me that I make stupid faces while this woman groper is groping me and humping me. She also said that it is bizarre that standing next to the groper I look like a giant and I let her get by with it. I just laughed and replied to this woman that we are friends (me and groper extortionist) and just have a weird bond like that. Other women my coworkers probably think that I am okay with it. .
This awful ginger midget woman says that she is going to publicly feel my boobs and grab my ass when ever she feels like it unless i let her have sex with me when she wants. She keeps threatening me that she is going to post the video online and that she will tell my husband everything about my affair. I feel so harassed, scared, confused. I DO NOT want to have sex with this ugly creepy woman! If that video gets out, not only would I lose my home,my husband and my daughter, my reputation and that of my family would be destroyed. This creepy repulsive short skinny extortionist woman says that she has all my informations and all my contact list on facebook friends,family so she can show them the video. She threatens that she can do this by one click. I am worried she will send it to my parents and my husband. Am I screwed? I feel guilty, sad at the same time and just donít know where to turn. I am living a nightmare. This has caused me a lot of stress because I do not understand how a human being can do that to another. I canít talk to anyone about this. I am from a respected, wealthy family with big reputation and i canít let the video go out. I canít go to the police. I canít report this awful woman to the police because i donít want my husband to find out about my affair. Also my parents would be extremely disappointed and disgusted that this has all happened. I am desperate not to lose my husband or our marriage. I do not want to hurt my husband . I wish everything what happened between me and this other man my affair partner would never happened. But itís too late now. I could talk about how I cheated because; our sex life at home wasnít great, or because of my lack of self worth, respect and self-esteem but I know that none of these can justify my actions.
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